新生活

不爱了

不想了

   读书了

*Peace =D

What a stupid day today

Something wrong to my stomach

"O" for the 5th time since yesterday until today

Better "O" until the day I exam

Then I no need to go for exam

PIF

Sien, stomach ache for whole day

Kanasai

I still cant concentrate on study today 

Keep facing the laptop =P

And listening to the song

I had made a decision

No more emo

Trying to be happy everyday =D

No matter what thing happen

And now..

I want to earn money after SPM

Then wanna learn car using my own money except got people want to sponser me xD

Wondering issit someone there want to sponser me? Hehe...

Last,

I wanna say " I will not love you anymore *Blink* "

 

Still missing you here =P

Happy Birthday To My Babe Min Min

Celebrated Min min's birthday last night at Blue Coast

Sorry to my dear Min min about I'm not there while 12am

Forgive me >.<

Happy birthday again~

And the wishes again

May god bless you always

Stay cute and pretty always

Wish you all the best

It's too bad last night dint take photo with her

Quite rush last night

Mum asked me to back earlier

What to do

A lot of thing forgot to do

Hmmm..

Stomach was not feeling well since last night

Feel wan to vomit and a bit cough and flu now

*Sigh

I hate the feeling

It's sucks

I would like to have more beer last night

Mood not really nice

I'm glad I keep it good last night

No one know about it =)

Start study today

Wednesday is Science and Art papers

Jia you!! It's almost finish =)

A lyric here but i changed it

"男人不该让女人太累，虽然你是我的一切，也别让我感觉爱你很伤悲"

The birthday Gal and Something else~

Hanging out this afternoon with the birthday Gurl ~ Wendy

And someone else together with us

He is IT Ah Yong

Count as Wendy's colleague

Went to parkson walking around

Then Wendy went to bought her friend birthday present

A birthday Girl bought a birthday present for others

It's weird man~

After that she da pao for her turtle

Again~ I went bouvelard with them

Not really want to see him actually

But i cant control my eye =P

Miss him a lot when i at parkson ba~

Not I want de

I deleted a photo just now

DAMN!!

The photo i most like

I am regret

But I have no choice, I must delete it

Otherwise I will have a big trouble

Mood totally down

Fine!!!!!

Going to Min min's party later

Waiting they come my house

Gonna cheer up myself now!!!

Cheer up please ANTHEA LIEW!!!

*Edited for the birthday girl as a present replacement

 

*With the birthday girl

* I like this a lots, anyone want to buy it for me?

 

*Emo photo(I am jelousing, envy-ing and hating my self!)

Happy birthday To those who birthday on Friday

Firstly,

Happy birthday to my Babe Yuann Yuann

Gonna sing a song for you

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to Yuann Yuann

Happy birthday to you

Wish you all the best

Gambateh for your final exam

Im waiting for you at here

Remember, I am always in your heart

Muacksss!!!!

Your birthday will not be alone k..

Your friends at there will help u to celebrate it

Don't be moody ya~

You promised me just now oh~

Good luck, God bless you~

Secondly,

For my Dear Wendy

Don't be jealous u're the second one my dear

Yuann need my love

Hahahaha~

Happy birthday to you also

And also a birthday song for you

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to Wendy

Happy birthday to you

Good luck in your exam

4 more subjects then you will et your freedom

Gambateh

See you tomorrow beh~

Sweet dreams and sleep tight

Thirdly,

Is for My Dearest Friends

An Chyuan and Marcus Lee (Ah Hui)

Happy birthday to you two ya~

Wish you all the best

Good luck

And stay healthy

Ah hui~

Jia you for the Pc fair ba~

An chyuan~

Think no exam now gua?

Good luck anyway

Take care ^^

Happy or unhappy?

Hmmm...

Don't know how to describe my mood today

I did something bad

But I have my reason to do that

Forgive me friends~

Daisy did come collect the money from me just now

My wallet had empty already

Where should I take money?

Dad was outstation last few days

No people give me pocket money for a week

Totally fainted

A poor week again

Money money~

Please come to me~

Something I would like to apologize here

About my previous post

" I found that boys are really so.... "DAMN" "

I am not saying you guys k..

I mentioned "brothers"

So it did include you guys

Zheng, Kni, K9, Ung, Zp, Cephas, Momo, Ah niao

Please don't misundrstanding >.<

Beside that,

Seems like someone so like him

LOL

How come like that

I am totally pengsan

I am tired and sleepy now

Can't get how come like that

I just wake at 1.30pm

And just passed 2 and half hour

I felt sleepy

Weird

My healthy is going down

Headache for the whole morning

I dint tell him =P

It's better now

Not that pain already

Tomorrow is Wendy birthday

Promised out with her in the afternoon with IT Ah Yong

And gonna go for Min Min party again tomorrow night

I'll back home early

Kni,

I know what you want to say

I will study la

And once again

Don't ask me Bu Yao Chao ok?

Let me enjoy one day

I am almost dead cause of the stress

I will start do my revision after tomorrow also

Last,

I gonna ask a question

Hope you will answer me after u read this

Because I am not dare to ask you face to face =P

What do you treat me as?

Just feel want to say thank you

Thanks bii, Muacks

Rainy Day

Finally, moral paper is over

And continue next Tuesday

Counting down for the last 4 subject

After that i will get my freedom *yesh

Wendy did come my house just now

And I asked her to brought me went to take my medicine
I hate medicine
I gonna eat for one month
Shyt

After that accompany her went to spy her turtle for a while

I saw someone too

Miss him more after saw him

*Sigh

Don't want to say about him again

If not I will miss him more

OK! STOP

The rain was very heavy just now

It let me think back my Form 2 memories

4 gals playing under the rain

Just like fools

Really stupid

But never regret to do that

And love it much

Cause I love Rain

*Peace

Just now

I found that boys are really so... "DAMN"

Of course except my brothers

Really don't know what are they thinking

And they will never let you know too

Just only will hiding here and there

I am not mentioning anyone here

I am only say out my opinion =P

Please do not misunderstand =)

The rain let me thinking a lots of things that happen before

*Sigh
好想看你多一点

Bii,

Miss you a lots =(

Sunday

Just wake up

Drinking papaya juice now

This morning went to dewan suarah

Then went parkson by walk

Tired and almost fainted

Feel that I cant stand stable

Goyang-goyang

I think Im too tired maybe?

Study the whole day everyday (Except today)

Sleep in the midnight

And wake in the early morning

Someone did said my eye just like panda eye

Is it really so serious?

Used mask just now

Hope it will better

Headache now

My headache never been cure

And it bring it relatives came to visit me too

Flu and cough

Hope they will leave soon

Here's for my dear Lyn

Dont know what happen to her but seems she's down this few days

Cheer up girl

Don't let it hurt you

Be strong!

Something that happen I still cannot accept it

It's really horrible

I think someone cant accept it too

Since they 're still.....

Really.. unbeliveable

Gonna study math tonight

It killed me

How did i learn all the thing in one night?

Die die die

I don't want fail at it

K9, Cephas, Pei sing, Ung, Zheng!!!!

Save me!

I don't know how to learn in a short time la!!

How? How? How?

 Thanks for your caring

Miss you much but force myself to don't find you

Saturday

Just back from parkson

I am totally tired now

Studying for whole day

I did know something just now

I am frighten when know that

It's unbeliveable

I never think the things will happen

It's too bad

Looking the things happen around me

I am more afraid to start a relationship

Although I never think want to start one

It is fear

It is complicated

It is scary

Going back to my studies

I have finish 3 subject in my exam

And sitting mathematic paper on monday

The subject I most scare fail

Found people to help

But it's useless

I'm too stupid

Cant learn all in the short time

Stress-full

 

 

 

Miss you bii~

Friday

Just come back from the Golden Hill Annual Award dinner at Park City

Quite tired

Did drink a lots wine just now

And I think something while sitting beside the pool there

Just feel that I'm very stupid at doing those stuff

Not the stuff you think but other stuff

I am voluntary to do any things for you

I cant get the reasons why I do so

Fine, put it besides 1st

I don't want to be emo tonight

I'm tired

I feel that I become fatter since the dinner last night and tonight

Gonna keep fit

No more lunch and dinner start from tomorrow

Only drinks

有人说：

风声，可以传达思念

所以我对风说了

I

Miss

You

希望它可以帮我传达给你

The secret is belongs to me

Not you

So, I have the right to choose

Either say it out or not

Tuesday

It's coming tomorrow

Drinking the ultimate at coffee bean while doing some revision now

The service is SUCKS

Regret to come here

This is the first time and also the last time I been here

No more next time

SUCKS place SUCKS service

Starbucks is the best

*Peace

Quite nervous now

Left few more hours

Faced some trouble

A lots of thing haven buy yet

Gonna go buy later

6.43pm
At home right now
F**king tired
Keep on coughing
My throat is damn itchy
Hope it will be better tomorrow
I don't hope I keep coughing while exam

Jia you to all of my friends
GAMBATEH
God would bless us all the time
JIA YOU!!!

Bii,

Miss you much here
Really hope that you can cheer me up today
I hope to see you before my exam
I know i could not think too much before the exam
I will try to control my mind and dont let it think about you
But,
I hope that
I can receive your message before my exam
 Muacksss

Sunday Afternoon

2.52pm

我的心情开始走向低潮

又开始胡思乱想了

这几天的心情并不是那么好

总是想些有的没有的

完全没有要努力读书的意志力了

我并没有放弃

毕竟我只剩下3天的时间去准备

3天后就要上战场了

这场战会持续一个月

我不知道我撑不撑得住

一个月对我来说太长了

今天咳嗽好像比较严重了

动不动就咳

希望在考试前会好起来

我不想被隔离

被隔离是件很恐怖的事情

昨晚我跟我的朋友们去看了2012

不错看下

有点好笑

又很刺激

本来要上厕所的

结果突然紧张的情节出现

就坐在楼梯那里

等那段情节过了才去

看完了去喝茶一下才甘愿回家

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她无言了

许多想说的话

都不知要如何说出口

为有静静的

呆在那里
好不自在
静静的控制住泪水
不让它留下
只为了不想让人知道她是那么的懦弱

 

Bii,

Do you know?

I really miss you much today

But I am not dare to find you

*I am regret I dint go esplanade with Y.S 
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I wanna see sunset =(

14.11.09 Graduation Day

Today is the Graduation Day for our form 5 student

Finally, I've graduate

And SPM is getting near

4 days more

Trying to concentrate on my study

Now my head is very pain

And I feel want to vomit

I am tired

But i cant sleep

Waiting for the movie tonight 2012

Going with my gang

Lyn told me that she cant wait for it

I cant wait for it too

Quite emo

It is raining now

I like the feeling

And I hope i can go out and walking around under the rain

But, I scare someone will scold

So i dint did it

Staying inside my room and blogging here

Listening to the rain and music

Flu now

It make me hard to breath

Shyt

Going back to the topic

Ah Phang was not free to take photo with us just now

We was waiting inside the hall until he came out from the VIP room

But he told us that he was busying

It's too bad

All of us were there just now just for take photo with him

But just like what i said, he is busy

Fine,just let it be

One day will have the chance

Haha

I'm gonna stay at home after tonight

No more outing

Only study at home

Gambateh everyone!

 

 

 

 

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Here for the one who birthday today

No need apologise

I know it

And Happy birthday

Wish you all the best

Thanks for your caring

Stay healthy =)

And here for UNG

Ung, sick jor horh

Called you don't hang out every night lo

Don't want to hear it la

Now sick liao lo

Only will say me.. huh

Anyway

Stay healthy k?

Wish you recover soon

Drink more water and don't forget to take your medicine

Here for Kenny, the patient too

Kni Sim

You also the one

Drink more water la

And take more rest

Don't everyday dota until midnight just go sleep

Second day still got work still want to play

No need everyday ask me to study la

I will study myself

Tonight hang out for the last time le

Movie only

After that will study le

Don't worry

Recover soon ya

Stay healthy

Bii, I miss you much 

Nothing

Wondering what's he thinking

And 

Promised self don't be upset cause of him

*Smile

=)

 Bii, I miss u

Wednesday

This morning went to school for chinese lesson

But Ah phang was not free to teach us

So he did give some essay point for us

Copy for 2 hour

From 7 until 9

He is not around in the APD room

Only us

Everyone were very hardworking to copy down the point

There are just left one week

Stress-ing

Nervous-ing

My head was pain about whole afternoon

Pain until i feel want to vomit

Haiz

Sick?

I have no energy to walking around the house

Lazy to refill my water and take thing to eat

Rather don't drink and don't eat

Tired

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This saturday is our graduation

Finally I am gradute

And need to plan for my future

I am very reluctant my friends and also my classmate

And also my teacher

But not all my subject teacher

Just only some

I not really like some of my teacher

They teaches nothing to me

Only copy notes everyday

Meaningless

Time to show some photo today while copying the points

  

 

 

*Zheng, I asked you don't sleep!!!!

Today Zheng's word "人长得平凡也不是个错 "

I did miss u today, bii~

=)

Last day School

Today is the last day for us, Form 5 student
It's not holidays but study leave for us to prepare SPM at home
It is coming soon and sooner
I'm counting down for it

Today we have tidy up and clean up our class
1st time saw my class so clean
Haha
After that we start taking photo
Those photo are all our memories and happiness
The last year to stay in school
After one month we will not see each other again
It is hard to let us meet
No one will know where are they going
So, we took the photo
Take the memories down....

Zheng advice's today "人美，心不美，再美也不美"

 

 

 

 

Getting crazy

Im almost crazy

I did killed by books

Start from few months ago

Everyone did asked me to study

Study study study

I know they're caring me

But.....

I am getting crazy about it

No one know my feel

And no one care too

Acting like don't care everything everyday

Acting the exam are not important

I know how important are the exam

I know it's affect my future too

I did try my best to study

And now i just need sometime to relax

Forget about the stress

But now

I'm just like staying in a jail

I'm just hanging out for one afternoon

Lunch and walking around

And I need to scare been scold or say by everyone

You said you did not care how's my result

As long as I try my best

But you forced me to stay at home study everyday

You know that I impossible will facing the book for 24/7

But why still you want to jailed me?

I don't dare to imagine how's my life after the exam

Since now you did those things

Everything make me lost my freedom

And I rather disappear here

I hate EXAM!

Today Zheng's advice " 是你的就是你的，不是你的强留也没有用，勉强是没有幸福的"