時光機

时光飞逝
一眨眼
自己已经快二十了
爸爸妈妈看着我们出生，成长
我们长大了
边看着父母渐渐老去
说真的
很不是滋味

最近有点感触
也发现爸爸妈妈把我养了那么大
我却没真正的孝顺过他们

前几天放工回家时
发现爸爸看起来老了
心里很不是滋味
心情当然也被影响了
责怪自己为何当初不好好孝顺父母

如果现在可以给我一辆时光机
我一定会回到过去
告诉小时候的自己 要好好孝顺爸爸妈妈

The Greetings in May

Simple month simple life

Boyfie's birthday in May

I wish I did gave him a memorable and unforgettable birthday 

I seeks helps from many people

Including to his family, his friends and his classmate even my classmate too

Really happy that all of them are willing to help me

To whom helped my alots, "Thanks for lend me ur hands! I appreciate it!"

The only things that couldn't make the plan perfectly was,

someone of boyfie's best friend couldn't come here

BUT, he did gave boyfie's a SUPER BIG Surprise ever!

I guess? *Wink wink*

I know he's touched

So i think i din't seeks help from the wrong person *hahaha*

Really thanks alots from him and also her!

Between, I dint took any photo on that day =(

Should have to took some photo actually but my mind was thinking for my plan

Urghhhhhhhh

I'm really regret i din't took some photo to make it as memories

The first birthday celebration I make in my life for my only beloved

How wish the time could go back to previous =(

I was so so so so regret after that, even until now i am still  *regret-ing* >o<

Okay, fine... I have to let go of this =(

----- SKIP----

My training periods left 5 more weeks ago

Honestly, no comment for this training

Don't feel want to talk much about it too

I just want to finish quickly then I can do whatever I want

I can spend my time with him

I can continue my online business

I can go wherever I want to go

That's all! ^^v

----Conclusion----

To boyfie:

You're the best for me

I really got no idea how can I love you so much

But I love myself love you so much

Sorry for the celebration that shocked you

But I felt so successful still *hahahaha*

No matter what happen, 

I just want to stay by yourside

Thanks for so caring about me when I feel uncomfortable

I will and I do love you always

xoxo

To mum:

Happy Belated Mother's Day

May your wish come true

Money goes into your pocket everyday!

❤ anthea ❤

Training 后的第二个星期天

星期天的夜晚

一个人在房间里

有点寂寞，有点孤独

听歌电脑播放的歌曲

有点感触

前些日子，听了朋友的事情

不知该说他可怜还是自找的

什么事情我就不说啦

毕竟那是别人的私事

只是感到有点可惜

下次，要学会珍惜

至于我呢。。。

开始 training 两个礼拜了

分内工作一点都没做到

反而天天做别人的工

我也不想的啊

是负责人不知道要给我做什么啊

这个 training 的意义在哪里

我还找不到呢。。

或许过些日子，过些日子我就会找到的

他呢。。。

他还好，只是最近重考的事情让他很烦

开始没了读书的兴趣

对不起，我真的不知道怎么帮

我只可以静静的陪着你

虽然你也有不想理我的时候

不要说对不起啊

心情不好不是你的错

我可以了解那种心情

过些时间就会好的。。 对吗？

不要对我感到抱歉

我只想做个你称职的另一半

付出的包容与体贴

是理所当然的

是你应得的 :)

要坚强哦。。。我会一直呆在你身边的

生活最美好的事情是，因为你，我的脸上洋溢着微笑 :) 

♥我珍惜我们的缘分，我们的一切一切♥

♥爱 ni, 我的男人♥

♥anthea♥

Thursday before training

Time flies...

Holidays ended up 

Going to start my training so soon :'(

Honestly, I don't wish to work

But I feel useless if I only stay at home

I wish to spend my time with him

I wish to see him everyday

Breakfast with him

Accompany him to go here and there while waiting for another class

 I wish I could do this 

But I couldn't

After the training started,

I gotta spend my day time on work with useless salary

I don't think the training's salary is enough to let me spend nor only use to eat =.=

I got no motivation to work as the salary is soooo and toooo little

And also, I wish I can do the 2 things above as I said =(

I hope my training won't changes us

As I got less time to accompany him

I can't meet him everyday anymore

I can't breakfast and accompany him again T.T

This feeling is so damn suck when I think of it

I know it's time to let me grow up

But I really wish to stay with him more *sigh*

I wish we could stay happiness still although we got less time to meet up

Gonna miss u badly

I love you, my boy ♥

-anthea-

四月了~

多久没上来了啊~

自己都想不起了。。。

最近都没在忙

可是却想着办法怎么赚点小钱

好在某人生日前存够钱

给他个大惊喜

在一起的时间久了

慢慢的从热恋期走了出来

我不介意你的甜言蜜语越来越来

只希望你可以一直呆在我身边

之前的生活

我们几乎天天都呆在一起

过多几天就不行了

真希望我的工作不会把我们的距离拉远

我相信不会的

我会一直乖乖的。。

答应你的东西我也会做到

答应我，不要让我失望

你就像棵大树

在我心里播下种子

越长越大，就像我对你的爱越来越深

期待你的生日吧！

我会尽最大能力给你一个难忘的生日

我爱你~ C.K.F 

-anthea-

為你我想做更好的人

生活像一個黑洞 吞蝕掉所有美夢
讓愛情的光澤 在現實中消磨
可是我知道你懂 在困難的背後
還有一萬種 堅持下去的理由

這地球天高地厚
陪你的是我 等你的是我

為你我想做更好的人
你完整了 我的靈魂
只想你了解 愛可以多深
你的完美 讓我來完成

你是我心中最好的人
我為你的 天堂開門
你不是我的神 卻給我一生
你讓我的宇宙沒有恨

每一次爭辯太久 我比誰都還失落
是我不夠成熟 才不能讓你懂
如果我們都曾經 為彼此而難過
有什麼不能 一起執著一起過

時光它予取予求
卻證明有我 證明有永恆

你不是我的神 卻給了我一生
你讓不可能都變可能

情人节 The Valentine's Day

14.02.2012

The Valentine's Day

The day i will never forget in my life

Having class for the whole day from 8.30am until 4.30pm

After that, back home and start prepare for the night

Boyfie and I have our candle light dinner at Dynasty Hotel

It's our 1st valentine's dinner

I tried to make it memorable but I failed

The poslaju delayed to pos my present that I bought to boyfie!

I'm really get mad at that time

Even though i'm mad

I still have to cheer up myself

In case boyfie know something happen to me

I tried so hard to covered my madness >.<

7.45pm, boyfie arrived my house to pick me

We having our candle light dinner for almost 1 and half hour

After that went to the Grand Old  Lady to meet up some friends

And then, tea time with friends then went to balcony for a while

12.15am, the midnight

Times to back home

When I reaady to get in the car

I saw a BIG shadow behind the car

Boyfie bought me a huge smurf!

The smurf that I want for a long long time

I'm really really surprised!

I never think of he will bought me a present or give me some surprised

But he just did it

I'm really touched..

When I get in car, he gave me the flower

The flower just look some familiar

The flower was the one I chose together with him for his friend

I thought it was the flower that his friend going to gift to his girlfriend >.<

At the moment, my tears dropped

I'm really touched for everything he did

It's just like a dream

The dream I never think of

It happens! Yeah, it really happened, like a dream

Until now i still can't let go the feeling

I'm just too touched

♥ To my boy, the precious one ♥

Thanks for everything you did to me

Thanks for everything you give to me

You're the 1st person who gave me such surprise in my life

You're the 1st person who touched me so deep

Thanks for the happiness

I did appreciate it so much! 

I'm sorry I couldn't give you a memorable unforgettable Valentine's 

I'm sorry about all the hurt I gave you

I'm sorry that I can't be perfect

You're the best thing happened in my life

I swear... You are the unique one

The one I love the most..

I will give you everything I had,

And also all my love for you..

This is our 1st valentine's and I wish we can have more valentine's in the rest of my life

I’m not ashamed to say it or admit it.

I’m an addict,

But an addict in a special way.

You see my one desire, craving is you.

I’m an addict and my one drug desire is you.

Sometime I find myself willing to do anything

That’s just a piece of you.

When you’re near I enjoy the time.

I realize I need you more than ever.

I’m out of control and all I want is to love you.

I need and want only you.

♥ Boyfie with his favorite apple pie

♥ I and boyfie, my precious one ♥

♥ I just love him so much ♥

♥ The best gift from boyfie! I love'em ♥

♥ My Dear Precious ♥

Before you came into my life, I had nothing.

But now that you have stepped into my life, I have everything.

You are my one and only, I swear will never cry or be scared again,

Because you have wiped away my tears, and helped me get over my fears.

You've made me feel wanted; you've made me feel special.

I promise you I will never let you go,

I promise you I will love you with all my heart and soul.

-anthea-