Hate

这样的生活到底有什么意思？

不公平的眼光，不公平的对待

你从来没有想过我的感受

在你眼里，我永远都是错的

不管我做得多好，你不但不会称赞我，而且还数落我

这就是你所说的公平

曾经，我做得很好

可你根本不相信那是我的实力

你只会说，那是我的幸运

所以，从那时开始

我开始堕落

你觉得我的成绩差是因为朋友的关系

我只能说，你错了

根本不是那样

不知你是否知道，

如果一个人用尽心力去做到最好，

得到的却不是他心里所期待的

而却是嘲讽

久而久之，会变成什么结果

那种反效果是没有人会想到的

在有些方面，你们的确很好

真得很好很好

但在有些方面，却因为你们的想法

造成了一些不好的事情

我只希望可以被体谅

我选择沉默，不代表你说的都是对的

我只是不想更多不愉快的事情发生

可你，看到我沉默了，根本没有停止

我只想逃离这里，离开这里

到一个没有人的地方，静静的坐在那里

直到永远.........

 泪水不断的下，到底几时才会停止？

好累，真的好累

就快崩溃了

I hate that family..
You better don't betray me..

Miri now

Reached Miri last night around eight something

So tired

Gonna go for work later

Totally not enough rest

Did enjoy my trip in kuching while together with my friends

Meet up Noel, Gerald and Xiao yeong

They bring me walking around

Thanks.. Hehe

Our boss's house is sooooooooo big

And very nice too

Wish to have one too in the future

Haha.. Think too much dy.. =P

Went to "Qing Shan" also

While on the way going there, Xiao Yeong gave us a 谜语 to guess

"如果全世界的人都变成鱼，那鱼会变什么?"

Can you guess it? Haha

We guess so much answer and all wrong

The answer is too too too too logic 

Although a 7 years old kid also can guess it 

But we cant guess it. 

Really gek tiok >.<

Planned to watch movie with them but I gonna leave and go to Sibu

It's just too bad

Don't know when just will have chance to meet them again in kuching

Sad~

Stay in kuching for 3 days and Sibu for 1 days

And I have no time to go shopping

ARGHHH!!

Hate!

A lots of things haven buy yet..

Ishhh!!!

Gonna go ready for work now

Buhbaii!~

 

  

  

  

  

  

 

Boring New Year

Boring

Moody

Tiring

My Chinese New Year just passed like this

I miss my friend

Hoping to go back early

Doesnt feel wanna stay here anymore

Really moody

I am so boring

Gonna emo again

Hate this feeling

It's SUCKS!

Happy Chinese New Years

Happy Chinese New Year to All My Dearest Friend

And

Happy Valentine too~

今年的过年

没感觉到什么气氛

甚至有点不想过年

是因为毕业了的关系吗？

也许吧

今年不再有开学和放假了

脑子里每天都想着未来

中学的生活不再有了

朋友们之间也越来越少联络

每个人都有自己的东西忙

感情也开始变得越来越淡

久而久之

大家会不会都忘了对方是谁？

我开始想念以前的生活了

虽说读书辛苦

但是烦恼远远比不上毕业后的多

直到在学校里还可以和朋友们聊天

什么都不用烦

好希望时间可以倒流

回到以前无忧无虑的生活

在这样的日子情绪低落还真少见阿~

一点新年气氛都没有

真奇怪~

多 4 个钟

我就要出发了

去一个几年没去的地方----猫城

为了探望许久不见的外公

也许还会去找一些朋友吧

然后~

应该没有了

是期待吗？

我竟然一点睡意都没有

真糟糕

明天肯定累坏了

孤单的夜晚

我能做些什么？

你，睡了吗？

好想你

几时能见到你呢？

无奈~

Guess who do I miss

 I miss you =)

Going kuching tomorrow

Happy days!~

Ush..

Happy last night and today

Last night went sing k with zhi pei them

Enjoy a lots..

Feel very happy when together with them

This is the 1st time my brother bring me go...

Haha.. Really happy

Zhi pei~ I want go again o~

 

Hoho.. See that beh song face xD

 

"今天你要嫁给我"

 

Handsome guy =P

 

Zp zp zp~

 

Niao niao niao~~

 

This is Xiao niao xiao niao~

 

I Love You~

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 I love you

But it doesn't mean that I trust you

I know the thing that I said was truth

No matter you admit it or not

I did something wrong

Sorry to you.....

I just cant control

Because I love

I am really sorry

And I am trying to control..

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Happy Chinese New Year

And

Happy Valentines Day 

To

All my Dear Friend 

yuann yuann~

take care urself

try to recover quickly

drink more water and take medicine k?

rest more too.

imissyou

 

Recently...

Sick seriously this weeks..

Last tuesday fever..

Because of raining and I dint use any umbrella

After fews day sore throat

Hard to eat and drinks so I rather don't eat and drinks

Yesterday I get flu..

Seriously flu...

My tears came out suddenly..

And hard to breath

Until this moring.. It's still like that

So, I went back home early today

First time, I'll feel wanna back home because of sick

Haiz.. Is it I'm that weak?

I sleep this afternoon when i reached home but I am still very sleepy

Keep on sneezing and coughing

*Sigh

Hope it can recover before CNY 

God, bless me please.. I don't want sick during CNY

 

*Pain killer from Ah pek.

Haha... Thank you ah pek

 

*Own medicine >.<

 

*Flu medicine from Gina

Thank you Nana.. =)