Getting crazy

Im almost crazy

I did killed by books

Start from few months ago

Everyone did asked me to study

Study study study

I know they're caring me

But.....

I am getting crazy about it

No one know my feel

And no one care too

Acting like don't care everything everyday

Acting the exam are not important

I know how important are the exam

I know it's affect my future too

I did try my best to study

And now i just need sometime to relax

Forget about the stress

But now

I'm just like staying in a jail

I'm just hanging out for one afternoon

Lunch and walking around

And I need to scare been scold or say by everyone

You said you did not care how's my result

As long as I try my best

But you forced me to stay at home study everyday

You know that I impossible will facing the book for 24/7

But why still you want to jailed me?

I don't dare to imagine how's my life after the exam

Since now you did those things

Everything make me lost my freedom

And I rather disappear here

I hate EXAM!

Today Zheng's advice " 是你的就是你的，不是你的强留也没有用，勉强是没有幸福的"