Just only some pic

*Taken outside my house

*Tanjong

Lazy to control anymore

I am lazy to control anymore

It just getting serious and serious

What should I do?

Stop meet him and find him?

I cant do that

I'm really miss him much everyday

He is the one i think when i wake up

And also the one i think when i sleep

I really duno what to do..

Anyone can teach me?

I really miss him much and much....

 The recent me

 

 

 Took these few days ago

Yesh! Finish Exam

Finally finish the 2nd trial exam

Now just wait for the SPM

I am tired now

And also pressure

Spm is coming but i have still no mood to study

Haiz

What should I do

My honey is biting her toys now

Naughty girl

Really pesty

It just wake up

And my turn to sleep now

But no one take care of her

I need to wait somebody back and go sleep

Damn tired and my head is pain

Yesterday me Lyn and Min have went ice city

We ate there

It's too bad the yogurt is out of stock

So we did order these:

Mango ice with rainbow rice

Mango ice with chocolate syrup

Mango ice with pudding

Its quite nice too

At least it is ice

After eat i feel happy and happiness

=)

Let see our ice and also My Honey

 

These are my Honey

 

I miss him now...

I just want to sleep and dont want to wake up anymore

Sleep

Dont want to wake up anymore

This is the way to let me escape from him

I dont want to face it

Tired

I'm really tired already...

Just let me sleep

As long as i can

 

Tired Sunday

Back at 3am this early morning and woke up at 7.30am just now

The 1st people i think was him when i woke up and open my eye

The feeling is getting deep and deep

I really scare i cant control it

What should i do?

I try everything to stop missing him

But it's still same

A new member had joined my family last night

A cute shih-tze

Haven have a name yet

It is very pest

Dont want to stay alone

Naughty gal

Yesterday went out with Cephas

Accompany him go get his commision

Then went Boulevard find my darling Lyn

Accompany her take her dinner

After that went to someone house watch movie

SUPERNATURAL

Damn nice

They went drink and I stay alone at their house

Keep watching until around 3 just back home

Planning to go again tonight but I cant

Still got exam tomorrow

Need to stay at home

It's too bad

I really want to watch that movie

Gotta wait for the next week again

And I'll go there to continue

*peace

4 Leaf Clover

       传说中的四叶草是夏娃从天国伊甸园带到大地上，花语是幸福。
　　学名苜蓿草，是多年生草本植物，一般只有三片小叶子，
　　叶形呈心形状，叶心较深色的部分亦是心形。
　　最为有趣也最特别的是，在十万株苜蓿草中，
　　你可能只会发现一株是‘四叶草’，因为机率大约是十万分之一。
　　因此‘四叶草’是国际公认为幸运的象征。
　　它的每片叶子都有着不同的意义，
　　当中包含了人生梦寐以求的四样东西：
　　名誉、财富、爱情及健康，倘若同时拥有这些东西，那就是幸运了。

 　第一片叶子代表真爱

第二片叶子代表健康

第三片叶子代表名誉  

第四片叶子代表幸福

人们总说,
找到了四叶草
就找到了幸福
那是因为
三叶草的
一叶草代表希望
二叶草代表付出
三叶草代表爱
而稀有的四叶草
就是幸福
三叶草的意思是
即使你付出了,
希望了,
爱了
也不一定会找到幸福
只有拥有了四叶草
才拥有了真正的幸福
…………
当我带着我全部的幸福,
行走于一座座陌生的小镇时,
即使我没有找到我
生命中的四叶草,
可我相信那时的我是幸福的.. 

Happy Birthday To Ung

Happy Birthday To You

Happy Birthday To You

Happy Birthday To Ung Ung

Happy Birthday To You

Haha.. Sweet ma?

The cake is specially for you

But only see can't eat

Hehe

Heard you said your friend help you to celebrate last night

How's the feels?

Enjoy?

Haha

Anyway,

Stay healthy always k?

Waiting you come back =)

Simple Friday?

Thinking what to do now

Just finish exam and reach home then blogging here

Planning to go to Daisy house this afternoon

I have told my mum just now

And she doesn't give me any response

So, what the answer?

Her face look a bit mad

I don't dare to ask 1 more times

How? Can someone teach me what to do?

I miss him again at school today while exam

Still can't control it

Hmmm.. Fine

Change topic

Today i get the mooncake festivals photos from Yen already

Gonna upload some here

Hehe...

 

 

 

A boring day?

Quite boring today

Nothing to do

Planning to study

But I'm lazy

Thinking what to do now

Boring

I watched movie whole morning and slept whole afternoon

Now i have nothing to do

Lazy to watch movie

And not tired right now

Cant sleep again

Study? I'm lazy

Maybe I'll study later? But not now

I'm missing someone

Control-ing to don't miss him

I am trying my best to do it =)

Nothing Special

Chatting with lyn and zheng now

Sms-ing with ung and k9 now

Quite boring

Waiting my movie finish buffering then i gonna go watch it

Haha, Super Natural

Here I come

Phone keep on ringing

Msn keep on alert-ing

Looking at the photo we took before

All my memories

I hope its can save in my mind forever

My memories, my happiness, my friends, my gangs and of course my family

Love them much

They let me stay far away from sadness

Thank you =)

I am nothing to do now

Still chatting, sms-ing, and sure im also missing someone and my friends too

Don't say i didn't miss you

I miss my Dear Yen, my Darling Lyn, my Baby Min, my Honey ong

And one more my Pig Zheng (*laughing)

Besides that, i miss Ung, Kni, Zp, Cephas, Ps, and also the past tense him K9 =)

I miss my colleague too =)

I am boring now!

Lyn dint reply me

Duno where is she going

Lyn~ come back

Haha

Seems I'm getting crazy already

Fine ba..

I wanna watch my movie now

I will come up and post again when I am boring

Hehe

Share some pics with you

Its all my nice memories =)

 

Sucks Day

Math exam today

Stomach pain like hell

Sienz

1st time sit exam feel uncomfortable until like this

Although I ate much pepper and drink much of water dy..

Everything just same

Feels of pain never decrease

Sucks

Feel I gonna die

How long did i never try pain till like this

I dint drink much cold drinks before

Why still like this?

Cause of i dint take my medicine?

I'm lazy to eat my medicine everyday every month

God, please dont treat me like this

Im enough pain for this 

Lying on bed for the whole day after school

Like a patient

Damn it

It is really pain

Someone please take away the pain please

I think this during exam

难受是自己找的

明知道不可能

却还一头栽下

感情果然不是你所可以控制的

爱上了，就是了

逃也逃不掉

我能做的

只有等待

等待时间把一切冲淡

让我开始新的生活

Dont ask me what im writting about

This is a Secret =)

Monday

A different monday
Today I didnt message him
A bit miss him
I receive his message just now
Quite happy
I wont put too much feelings on him
Cause I know the things I want is impossible to happen
So... Just let it be
I cant do anything too =)

Today is my Dear Yen Yen birthday
I dint message her in the midnight 12am
And plan message her tonight 11.59pm
I cant be the 1st one who message her so I will be the last one
Haha..

Dear Yen,
Happy birhtday
I know u cant see it here
But i still wan to write it here
What can u do?
U cant see it
Haha
18 years old dy..
Old 1 yr again
Yen,
Wish u all the best
Study la
Dont always be lazy
Stay pretty always
Stay healthy
God bless you always
=)

Crazy

Boring

Moody

Tired

Sienz

孤单心事

雨下在我窗前 玻璃也在流眼泪
街上的人都看起来 比我幸福一点
用寂寞来测验 还是最想要你陪
曾一起走过的夏天 我常常会梦见
我猜不到你真正的感觉
思念写成脸上的黑眼圈
有的时候我宁愿 你对我坏一点
无法停止幻想我们的永远
爱你是孤单的心事 不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜里默默的坚持
爱你是孤单的心事 多希望你对我的诚实
一直爱着你 用我自己的方式
我在你的心里 有没有一点特别
就怕你终究没发现 我还是在你身边

Moody night

Just back from yen's party...
Damn tired
Slept at 2am yesterday and wake at 7am
Seriously not enough sleep
Acting tired just now
But actually moody
Saw him just now
Dint talk much with him today
Feels like he not really want to reply my message
Fine....
Get use to it already
Most of the time like that
I cant do anything too
Just let it be...
Haiz...

I miss Ichigo~ Haha

Early morning

Woke up at 7am just now
And now I am blogging here
Damn bored
I have nothing to do here
Lazy to study
Lazy to gaming
Tonight I gotta go to my sis yen birthday celebration
Since now I still dont know to wear which shirt to go
*Annoying
Trial exam start on last 3 days
I dont even know how to answer all the question
This is the consequences of not study
What to do?
I have no mood to study now
Bad habits
Everytime need to wait for my mood come just can study
I should change this bad habits before but I dint
*Regret
There are one more month then I will sit for my SPM
I haven ready yet
I dint learn anything until now
Im useless
Cant help myself to concentrate to study
Haiz
I hope the sky can rain now
I suit my mood now......

Miss

I miss him
Really really miss him much
I cant sufferance 1 day dint see him
I need to control
I dont want miss him that much
It make me feel im getting crazy
What can i do?
Anyone can help me?
Please..
I really do miss him much....
Hmmm..

Crazy Days

Just go school for 2 days 1 week
Feel like im graduate dy
Everyday hang out with my gangs
And also go out with Ung, my Brother friend
He just came back from KL last few week
And went back KL again last few days
I start went out from last monday
Went to progress play left 4 dead with Min min
Tuesday went to pustaka study with Zheng then night went to parkson with Ong, Lyn, Yen and Boy
Wednesday sleep at home then went to boulevard to my gangs in the afternoon, after that went to Lyn house waiting the time passed
Thursday went to school but until 10 something i back home cause really bored when stay at school
Friday hang out from the early morning until midnight and dint go back home, i was oevrnight at Lyn house.. slept at 4am, PRO?
Saturday,went to parkson again
Sunday, parkson again
How many times i went to parkson last week i already cant remember
Just feel that im crazy dy..
My attitude changed
Doesnt feel want to stay at home
I should not get use to it
I should change this bad habitat
Today is Monday
I went to school this early morning for pay back the book to school
After that went to Lyn house
I study for a while and slept for a while too
After wake, continue study
I feel stress dy
I haven ready to face the exam that coming this wednesday
How will i die on this wednesday
SURE DIE
Haiz

Own holidays

06.10.09 Tuesday
A boring day today
went to pustaka study with zheng after school
after that asked yen to pick me to her house cause doesnt want go back home
In the evening, ah fei called me and asked me and yen to go to parkson for shopping and also check what happen to his lappy
7pm reached parkson
the 1st place we went was PC Image
the shop before i worked there
I asked ah tat to helped to check whether whats the problem of fei's lappy
after that, we went shopping inside bintang mega mall
then we went to "xin le yuan" ate western food
The chop damn salty
I thinks the cooker think the salt are free so he/she put much inside it
9.00pm yen brought me home
10.oopm Kni fetch me out again. haha
We went to esplanade although many people said got tsunami tonight
My bro's Vin said if we see a wall then we can run cause the tsunami is come
But we stay there almost 1 and half hour dint feel anything wrong
just the wind were very strong
feel like will let it blew to other country xD
11.45pm we went to momo's house
we stayed in car but momo stand outside car
we chat until 12pm then Kni just send me home cause they're going to car accessories shop


07.10.09 Wednesday(Today)
Lyn miss called me in the early morning
She asked me whether i going to school or not
At the time, i'm still sleeping on my lovely bed
I felt weird how come she dint go to school cause last night she told me she will go to school today
I dint care about her and i continue my dream
Almost 10 like that, min min called me and asked me whether I want to go breakfast with them or not
A weird things again, early morning lyn told me min and zheng were went to school
And now, min called me.. @@
After i asked her, I just know daisy brought them out of school already
They went to breakfast at 2020, after that they went to my house
Until 2pm just went to boulevard shopping again
And now.. BLOGGING at Lyn's house
Hehe...

家庭难道就不存在信任？

难道要你们相信我就那么难吗?
Everytime just will only say all of these happen are because of my problem, my attitudes!
You never think for me
Why should I lie you for?
I never lie, but
YOU NEVER BELIEVE
Every times are my prolem, my attitudes
Do you ever think?
What are the profits that I get if I lie you?
I dint get anything!
If all of you doesnt want to believe me
Then what are the meaning for I stay here?
I have no meaning to stay here
And also no meaning to stay in the world that no one believe me
Every times I say the truth
But most of the times you said " dont know truth or not"
Fine!
If you dont want to believe
I will not explain anymore!
There are no reason to explain
Just let you misunderstand
Just let you think Im the BAD GAL
I DONT CARE ANYMORE
Im tired of it


Good gal is hard to be, but bad gal is easy to be
Just let me be the bad one